The Mind of a space monkey

Even the greatest of us fade,
Vanish but still reside,
In our hearts and in our minds.
We do not tempt to believe they’re gone,
Cause they leave something behind.
It is our duty to remember their lives,
But as bright big lights!
We love and for ever we will think,
Of the People which we care about,
There is absolutely no doubt.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson,
You have done a lot for us! You will be forever in our hearts.

When it all goes down,
And you have lost your crown,
Will you dream and fight?
Or will you go out, like a light?
Like a dream you just fade,
To come back once in a while,
And then again fade,
You are the one that once wore the crown,
The one which was praised and then burned down!
You are the hunted, you are the evil,
The one which once was godsent and then the seed of the devil!
This is what you are, and your time will just come,
When you raise from the ashes,
To do it all again,

The way you once did,

When the time is right,

When it is on demand.

Marching forward, never stop!
Marching forward, till you drop!
Marching forward, going faster!
Marching forward, faster! Faster!
Marching forward, till you drop!
Marching forward, never stop!

"This is your place,
This is the essence of existency,
This is the perspective you are going to have!
This is the purpose you will live for!
This is the ultimate meaning until you die!"

Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – one –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – two –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – three –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – four –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – five –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – six –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – seven –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – eight –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – nine –
Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! Walk! – ten –
…

Go! – faster!
Work! – harder!
Resist! – longer!
Die! – harder!

I wish for that day,
That craving which won’t go away,
That You and I are standing here,
That moment is not quite near,
Each of us with a glass of red wine.
I would love to see your eyes wide opened and shine,
For I do love you, I’d wish you were fine.
What there is though,
Which makes all this a lie,
Is that you do not exist,
My heart is clenched to a fist.
I want it to happen,
This moment in which,
There is only you and I,

To make true this dream of mine.

Once in a while,
You just feel the need to cry,
To cry for everything that lasts,
And everything which ever was,
To cry it all out of your soul,
With that gaping black hole,
The one which is inside your body,
When you lost something – it is quite funny,
Because you feel like you miss a part of you.
Sometimes it just enfuriates you,
Then you laugh and think in anger,
That you want it to stop and be no more,
For you are tormented by this sorrow,
This sorrow which makes you fucking sentimental,
Why can’t you just be a bit more gentle?
Why on earth do you care so much?
About all the things in which you trust?
Why would you even spend a second,
To think about whatever happened?
God on earth you must be cursed;
It is your fault and your doing,

Receive the punishment which is given,
Just go already fuck yourself,
You stupid asshole! Can’t you tell?
It is you who is the motherfucker,
This will never change, you know it,
Suffer.

Viciously I crouch,
Onto the tablet made of sins,
I hail, I moan, I greet the screams,
One day, one day, I there will lay,
With a broad wide smile on the center of the stage,
Just looking at the sealing.
For this is the only meaning,
I have gone and hailed and praised and failed,
Now I am to look up to be risen,
For I am upset with this silly reason.
Do you believe in treason?
Do you believe in reason?
Do you believe in dignity?
Isn’t it all obscenity?
I believe that there’s something there,
Which can never decide wether it’s there.

There was a time when I believed,
I believed that it could be,
I only wanted to be.
Now my desire is to end,
But with honour and I tend,
I tend to think about the time that has passed me by,
Tempted to turn around and say goodbye.
My spirits have changed,
Much wiser in the end,
I want them to shatter into pieces,
Because they created all the leashes.
I want all this to fade,
Into ashes and then aid.
I want to redeem for my mistakes,
Then just turn and start again,
Be what I once used to be,
Something which feels and cares,
and wants to be.

I have been there,
I have gone away,
I have left you,
I have torn the way,
When you smacked the snail,
Out of its silver shell,
Into your shivering veins,
I turned into prey,
The prey had to pray,
As it turned away,
I had seen it through my eyes,
In the assasins disguise.
I have lost my own world,
Into the soul of this beast,
From unconciousness to gust,
I am filled with lust.
Right and then wrong, weak and then strong, slow and then fast,
When you catch it,
You know it will last.
Be right there with me,
When it will pass.
As this one gift to the gods,
Sacrifice for my lust.