The Mind of a space monkey

I think and I believe,
That there is this most important thing,
It does not begin with life, Nor does it end with death,
It’s like a reason so true it takes your breath,
It’s in you and it’s in me,
It is in everyone who wants to see.
With eyes wide opened,
One shall witness,
That this surrounding thing is growing on,
Ever on and very strong,
It just needs to be found and then,
Be fought for until the end.
For it’s the reason which gives us life,
I am talking about love,
You, darling. My life.

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In aceasta poezie,
Eu voi scrie,
Eu voi scrie despre ce am vazut,
In acel singur bob de naut.
Am vazut ce am vazut,
Dar sincer nu prea mi-a placut.
Nu pot sa spun ca era frumos,
Atat de singur si hidos.
Daca era inca un bob,
poate arata si el ca un glob,
dar asa singur si parasit,
Fara rost, fara nimic,
El era un bob de naut.
Fara creier si fara de facut.
Ai face bine sa creezi,
sa misti, sa gandesti, chiar si sa cedezi.
Mai bine sa cedezi dupace ai facut,
Nu ca un sarac bob de naut.
Un bob ce nu poate face nimic,
lipsit de cap, maini si rinichi.
Nu fii si tu un bob de naut! Pentru ca sigur, gasesti ceva de facut!

You are lovely just the way that you are,
Just have to dare to be what you are,
In a world which needs the face of truth and right,
You will be the one to bring the shining delight.
Be what you feel and want to be,
As long as it is you which will uncover what is within.
For there are millions drowning in their sins,
Don’t be one of them, I beg you please,
For this world needs,
Just what you do not want to be.

With love and honour and everything which exists,
This is dedicated to you,
Just stay like this.

Laughter laughter,
Where have you been?
Did you read all my deepest sins?
Do you fear to come back again,
Now that I am most delighted by shame?
Have you tried to beckon me,
While I was just giggling within?
But now it’s allright,
I have found you again,
In all the scars that I gained.
I love and I hate,
But to me now,
It is all the same.

As I lay awake,
Time passes sharply by,
With it’s ripping limbs,
The clock is ticking on and on.
As I twist and turn and seek,
For something in my head to please,
The hunger for anything which will make me sleep.
It seems as if years have passed me by,
In a time so short and slow, but clouded at night.
Maybe it is because I just don’t mind,
The things I’ve done another time,
Maybe it’s because I sleep,
Another day,
Another week.
Tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick, tick…
Have I really fallen that deep?

I buried myself within the lies of the wicked,
With smiles and polite words I denied all the sickness,
I fall but still am walking on and further,
My eyes only seeing the pavement move closer,
Spinning and drifting further and away,
Again I hear the world roaring in vain,
Running and screaming and tearing apart,
I’m beginning to shiver and embracing the dark.
Now I am here in shelter with me,
It is quiet and smothering and hot I cannot stand,
I just can’t resist to begin with again.
But now it’s my toomb which will hold me back.
I feel sick, I want to flee, but my limbs won’t react,
Maybe this isn’t the way I should act.
I remembered my sentence when I broke down before,
It was „ He is dead now, choked on his gore“
But why? How could this all be?
I am thinking am I not? Where am I? Am I me?
And then just a second after thinking all this,
I woke up again, I am just a kid.

I want to bow you down,
And then just brake you down,
And I will take your crown,
And you then will drown.
After I broke you down,
And took your crown,
I will accept the theft and be a king,
A king of rotten leafs and rain,
There will be no more and we all shall fade,
Into filthy stench,
The ghosts that we bare,
Cause this is all I release,
Humanity’s guilt and disease.

Not for you,
Not for me,
Time has passed, Can’t you see?
People change,
Things get strange,
Time forgotten,
Thoughts are rotten,
Once we thought,
We were for each other,
Now we’re apart,
And our paths lead ever further,
From the things that were said.
From time to time,
We turn and look back,
Just to find out,
We have lost the old track.